![[Pasted image 20241101150444.png|anime person doing magic: "fall disaster!"]] I continue to extremely struggle with absolutely everything, lol. It feels like I'm not accomplishing anything, even though this is not strictly true. I'm just accomplishing things very slowly and badly. I [[2024-10-29 2024 November Election|voted]], and I've done a couple of important things for family- and self-care, but have failed to achieve some other important things that I was supposed to have done 1-2 weeks ago, and I feel super shitty about it. I'm trying to like sidewise crabwalk my way out of being executive function stun locked by doing trivial things that far from being important are arguably not even beneficial, just just being able to do a useless thing is arguably a better precursor to doing a hard thing than not doing anything is. If that makes sense.